There is Nothing to Hide - Scar
I'm gonna talk about one of my biggest weakness :)
So, please be kind to me after knowing the truth.
There is nothing to hide anymore.
If you've look at me clearly you will notice that I have a swelling left eye.
Well, many people ask what is it, and I usually only answer. Operation.
Thinking that people will stop asking, but nope. More questions.
So. This thing that was found in me was an AVM (Arteriovenous Malformation).
Ask Google if you want to know more about it.
So this thing was on the left side of my eye. How did I get it?
Well, when I was standard 3, after recess I ran into my class and was the first one to open the door.
But, someone push me from behind and the left side of my forehead knock straight towards the edge of the table. (ouch!)
I ignored it, and discovered it became the thing at form 3.
Only God knows how that happen.
Erm. So yea, that's how I got that thing and the history of it.
So, this scar became a weakness as it kinda affects my face. (Yo! Imma Girl.)
Secondly, people ask question(s).
Thirdly, I'm not a very confident person myself and this makes it worst.
But well that is why I'm here to confess the dark truth behind this scar. Ha!
Ok! I don't like people asking me questions about my scar that much because it makes me feel that I'm abnormal or weird or something. I'm kinda depress of how I look with this swelling left eye and answering questions makes me feel worst. It kinda reminds me that I look...weird. (and it breaks my heart)
Other than that, the worst part isn't friends and relatives asking about the scar. But, people who discourages me, telling me that this scar will stick with me forever, you'll look horrible like this forever, nothing will change etc etc etc.
SHUT UP!
I'm sorry but I'm not giving up.
I believe that God will heal me, because in due time one touch of God's favour and everything will turn around.
So please, if you do not want to encourage me or pray for me then shut up.
God is in control and this blogpost is a shout out and reminder to God.
Hey God! I'm still waiting for this healing, just saying.
So to people who enjoys making fun of people's weaknesses, let me ask you.
Have you tried staying in the hospital for almost a month all alone?
Do you know the feeling of going into a surgery room and not knowing what the outcome will be?
Have you tried sleeping in the hospital full of other sick people, and witnessing people's death and listening to cries of the family members?
You don't know what people went through, so STOP MAKING FUN OF PEOPLE.
Everyone is different, if you don't like it then just move on.
Stop judging and TRY to accept, because you do not own this world.
So, please be kind to me after knowing the truth.
There is nothing to hide anymore.
If you've look at me clearly you will notice that I have a swelling left eye.
Well, many people ask what is it, and I usually only answer. Operation.
Thinking that people will stop asking, but nope. More questions.
So. This thing that was found in me was an AVM (Arteriovenous Malformation).
Ask Google if you want to know more about it.
So this thing was on the left side of my eye. How did I get it?
Well, when I was standard 3, after recess I ran into my class and was the first one to open the door.
But, someone push me from behind and the left side of my forehead knock straight towards the edge of the table. (ouch!)
I ignored it, and discovered it became the thing at form 3.
Only God knows how that happen.
Erm. So yea, that's how I got that thing and the history of it.
So, this scar became a weakness as it kinda affects my face. (Yo! Imma Girl.)
Secondly, people ask question(s).
Thirdly, I'm not a very confident person myself and this makes it worst.
But well that is why I'm here to confess the dark truth behind this scar. Ha!
Ok! I don't like people asking me questions about my scar that much because it makes me feel that I'm abnormal or weird or something. I'm kinda depress of how I look with this swelling left eye and answering questions makes me feel worst. It kinda reminds me that I look...weird. (and it breaks my heart)
Other than that, the worst part isn't friends and relatives asking about the scar. But, people who discourages me, telling me that this scar will stick with me forever, you'll look horrible like this forever, nothing will change etc etc etc.
SHUT UP!
I'm sorry but I'm not giving up.
I believe that God will heal me, because in due time one touch of God's favour and everything will turn around.
So please, if you do not want to encourage me or pray for me then shut up.
God is in control and this blogpost is a shout out and reminder to God.
Hey God! I'm still waiting for this healing, just saying.
So to people who enjoys making fun of people's weaknesses, let me ask you.
Have you tried staying in the hospital for almost a month all alone?
Do you know the feeling of going into a surgery room and not knowing what the outcome will be?
Have you tried sleeping in the hospital full of other sick people, and witnessing people's death and listening to cries of the family members?
You don't know what people went through, so STOP MAKING FUN OF PEOPLE.
Everyone is different, if you don't like it then just move on.
Stop judging and TRY to accept, because you do not own this world.
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