My Life is a Chaos :)

Hey Iris...How long haven't you really sit down and spend time with yourself writing a blog post?
Has life been easy or torturing? I think I know...
Life have not been easy lately, things are happening too quickly.
The workload is increasing, drama's happening. Tired eh?
But, I'm still hopeful. I know that God believe and trusted me, that is why he gave me so much...
To test me, if I have grown.

Temptations, yes...there is a few lately...Please help me Oh Lord.
It's not easy, and it's all my weakest points, but I know only you can change me :)
Although I don't see anything, but I know you are planning and doing something about it.

March holiday, a week.
Flooded with homework. I can't even waste a day.
I must do something every single day in order to catch up with all I have delayed.
Time flies, and I so wish that my mind won't fly when I am really trying to do work or study.
I know what I don't like about myself, and I know what I've been doing wrong that is sucking the life out of me, but why I can't even control myself? Weird.
It's like different emotions mixing up together.
Unexplainable.
Too much to say but too little time.
But Thank You for letting me to have a little time writing this blog post.
I think I should write more...
I need some time for myself to stay calm and quiet.
Peace.

Lord, Help Me.
You know how, you know what and you know why.
I cannot do anything at all but I know you can :)
Praise You!

Thank You Lord for allowing me to write this blog post.
I'm not gonna share it. It's a secret between you and me ;)
Tonight's gathering, please recharge me in your presence.
I know although it is your church, but I have temptations that I need to deal with.
Which only you can help me.
I don't feel right but I'll try hard to act right.
Lord I'll hold you tight.
Help Me!!

Love
Iris