What do I think about myself?

A question that suddenly popped up...
What do I think about myself??
It depends,
I have grown up in a family who survive in a generation where the world changes in a fast pace
they are the survivors, especially my grandparents...
It is unavoidable to follow the stereotype (marxist, gender...)
I am the bless one, I was educated "the survival skills" to survive emotionally in this society.
So it is now that I use the knowledge of what I've learned.
When I look into the mirror at myself
I suddenly feel uneasy, uncomfortable.
Why do I care about how people think of my appearance?
Does my body size or body line affects your eye sight?
Why do I have to suffer and feed on all the depression about the criticizing I receive?
Did you ever ask yourself why are you spending loads of money on your body when the heart is the one that is empty?
We always try to satisfy others but torturing oneself to satisfy them is not the way.
We are human, trying to let the people around us to feel good about us is our nature.
But, please, set boundaries. You are a HUMAN.
Looking at the mirror...
I have slim down, but I'm still not confident.
It's not about the appearance that boost up ones self-esteem, its the Heart.
Love oneself, Love yourself.
Feel good about yourself, everyone is different.
Don't put people into "boxes", and just ignore the people who does to you ;)

Have a nice day!
God Bless
xoxo